bat for lashes "what's a girl to do?" music video
yeah yeah yeahs "zero" music video
did she make the letter "A", capital, on purpose or was it just the begnning of a sentence? is it aweosome, or Awesome? was she so lazy she couldn't erase the automatic capital "A", and replace it with a lower case "a"? does this mean she doesn't think i'm Awesome? am i awesome or Awesome? am i awesome or Awesome? am i Awesome or AWESOME? AM I REALLY AWESOME? AM I REALLY AWESOME? c'mon. no. i'm not even awesome. i'm just some guy to her. like a bug or a snake, you know? some cool thing to love you and annoy you at the same time? this guy who just, is in awe of you, and you and you think that's cool. i guess i'm a cool guy. i know what's cool, i'm a guy. cool guy? huh? but you don't fall in love with "cool guys". you fall in love with "men". adults. guys who grew the fuck up and quit dancing around like a maniac every night did some real work on himself, and they had to become men. that's one thing i'm not. i'm not a man. are you kidding. what do i operate heavy machinery in the summer and women scream when they see me with my shirt off. i'm this guy you met in kindergarden who now is older does drugs. and thinks he can get away with playing the guitar. my ass. he's a fucking loser who doesn't have that bad of a limp and doesn't have a wussy looking face. really. it's scary. i would go making friends with me if i were you either. i look like i just killed your dog on purpose and has been living under your porch for weeks, but you pretend isn't there. and you know he doesn't have the balls to break into your house. it's just sad. but it also makes you mad kinda. he's like, a bum, basically. and he looks like he wants to be.
this is an online 2011 electronic notebook. of mine.